Archives: 7/14/22

Here is glimpse from my past, which doesn't feel much different.

I wish I wrote more so at least someone could see the complex, crazy tiny things I think and go through. It's harder to vent on pages after that crappy thing happened. So many things I want to say but I'm always so worried about how other people perceive me. There's always so many things to do.

Flowers

Clean

Nails

Work

Eat

Sleep

Smoke

Cry

Cry

Cry

try not to quit your job.

Apply for cook position!

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I really just want to love so many people

But the bald old rich white men want money

I want fresh tomatoes and wildflowers

and my own damn house!